VIRGINIA WOOLF / suicide note to leonard woolf

Dearest,
I feel ceratin that I am going
mad again: I feel we can't go
through another of these terrible times.
And I shant recover this time. I begin
to hear voices, and cant concentrate.
So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have
given me
the greatest possible happiness. You
have been in every way all that anyone
could be. I dont think two
people could have been happier till
this terrible disease came. I cant
fight it any longer, I know that I am
spoiling your life, that without me you
could work. And you will I know.
You see I cant even write this properly. I
cant read. What I want to say is that
I owe all the happiness of my life to you.
You have been entirely patient with me &
inredibly good. I want to say that --
everybody knows it. If anybody could
have saved me it would have been you.
Everything has gone from me but the
certainty of your goodness. I
cant go on spoiling your life any longer. I dont think two
people
could have been happier than we have been.
V.

August 26, 2007 : SJRM Family Fiesta

too funny Not to put as the album cover, thanks.


i think i was sitting down for a total of fifteen minutes throughout the whole event, starting 10am after mass.

this stash was originally of 400+ photos. still, editing 262 photos all in one go is no joke.

0017 - 0027 : credit my dad
0094 - 0163 : credit kevy (and his fascination with the multiple shot function on the camera)
0182 - 0198 : credti kevy
0240 ; 0268 - 0295 ; 0438 : credit my dad
0422 - 0426 : credit javi

02

Monday, August 6, 21:07 p.m. - an epiphanic moment! I have finally decided what to take after high school:

photography

Mind, I ask of you but one thing: please do not sway.

This has been rather enlightening. I will worry about "job opportunities" another time hopefully further into the future, unlike my mother who is telling me to think of job opportunities now. Please, if I am going to be studying One thing for four years, then I am sure as hell I am going to make it something I love and will not grow tired of.

On a heavier note, the hope of having the presence (read: ART SCENE) of Europe (only a few weeks ago my parents were hell bent on heading off to the Netherlands) around as distraction (leaving is always the bitch) has vanished, as of this week the Country of Choice is New Zealand, the land of cows and mountains (and green hills? I should stop abusing the parentheses).

I bought a new book last weekend, I hope I find time to read it soon, for some reason I feel busy although I am procrastinating (homework-wise) to the maximum extent, I should never ever blog spontaneously (as in in the Compose Blog Entry box, like right now) again, I have spray-painted my school file (green) with the word "illuminate" (my favorite word, can you tell how much fun I am having with the parentheses? Any confusion caused is... uh, regretted I guess), I need new music to listen to, I miss Grey's Anatomy, I would like to be able to verbally speak like I mentally speak, Oskar what if our brains had microphones?